It's a Saturday
night.
It's a Saturday
night and I am sitting in a room where the only light illuminating is that from my
computer screen.
It's a Saturday
night and as I reflect upon myself and my major choices in life I can't help
but feel I've mistreated you, I've been unfair to you. Fine, I can completely
come to terms with that. I am inconsistent, unreliable and a little bit
neurotic. I spend so much time wallowing in self-pity and deprecation I forget
that there is a world outside the little box I've built around myself. I
acknowledge this.
It's a Saturday
night and I am unsure if I have a million feelings, or none at all. I can't
look past this major uncertainty and I can't help but feel
like everything I once viewed as entirely secure is unraveling. My
life is slowly but surely becoming unrecognizable, my grasp on sanity is
loosening and all I want to do is nap. Nap and take on the next adventure.
It's a Saturday
night and I can't help but wonder if things are ever good or bad. Maybe they
are just things? Life turns around so quickly, once you've settled
onto something everything around you can change. Or worse, it can stay the
same. And are good and bad just not constructs we've established? What merit do
they hold? Maybe I am good, maybe I am bad. Maybe I am neither good nor bad, I
just am.
It's a Saturday
night and I am pondering what in my life is good and bad, I am questioning my
feelings whilst reflecting on my decisions all the while sitting in my dark
room wondering if Saturday Nights should be filled with so many thoughts.
Sometimes it's good to take some time to reflect on your life, emotional intelligence is so important in everything you do in your life.
ReplyDeleteIf you ever need to talk Salma, don't hesitate to send me a message!
I hope you find some piece of mind soon :) xx
I often have the same feeling as you. & I am always so afraid of what the futur holds for me...
ReplyDeleteBut stay positif & keep working hard! :)
(Sorry for my mistakes, I speak french)